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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 15, 2008 18:16:02 GMT -5
Bamre did not see the logic in that ethier. There was always somone you could find who would help if you looked hard egough. In reality you never had to face it alone. He said " Myabe you just did not look hard egough for pepole who would help you."
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Post by Franny on Apr 15, 2008 19:25:05 GMT -5
Levra just shook her head and said, "I want you to try finding help when you have a mop of rad hair and violet eyes. You wouldn't believe how many people thought me strange or weird and wouldn't help me!" Levra hated herself sometimes, and that had been when it had started, when she met the outside world.
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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 15, 2008 19:30:04 GMT -5
Bamre found this confusing wondering why anyone would do that they were probley just fools anyway. He hated when people looked at the outside not the inside. That was why he liked the dragons they did not care what you looked like. He just said with a sigh " I don't find you strange or werid and probley the people who do are just fools anyway."
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Post by Franny on Apr 15, 2008 19:36:27 GMT -5
Levra gave a hollow, sad laugh and said, "It doesn't help me that they are fools. I am still discriminated against because of my looks, some people are like you and don't care, but most people are people."
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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 15, 2008 19:42:14 GMT -5
Bamre just sighed and thought that she was not lisitining he was trying to give up his own pesimistec feelings there was no resoan that she could not give up hers. He found it sad. He said " Yet if you keep lisitin to those people then you are just going to be sad and angry always. I was called werid because of the way I acted, but I never let it bother me. So you rellay should not let it bother you so much."
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Post by Franny on Apr 16, 2008 5:34:55 GMT -5
She didn't smile but she said, "I am the way the world made me. I used to be happy and cheerful, like Darket, but years in the outside world have ruined it for me. Maybe one day I'll be cheerful again, but that won't happen for a long time. Memories are still too fresh in my brain."
She leaned down to touch another egg, this one was the one of green colors.
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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 16, 2008 5:40:32 GMT -5
Bamre understood what she was saying compltely has he reached down and rubbed his arm remember what had happen. He remembered the pain knowing what it was like to have bad memories that can ruin you. He said " I can understand that. I have a lot of bad memories aslo."
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Post by Franny on Apr 16, 2008 16:23:48 GMT -5
"I have a question, have you ever seen dead people?" Levra said, trying to get him to understand. Seeing a dead person was bad enough, but seeing a dead parent was the worst thing ever and unlike Darket, Levra didn't think she could bounce back.
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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 16, 2008 16:49:27 GMT -5
Bamre could sense what she was implying in her voice and it made him angry. Thinking that he didn't understand pain. He did not know why he was so mad, but he was he then said in a very angry tone of voice " Yes I have seen the dead as a matter of fact, but you don't think I understand your pain. I understand it."
He pulled up his sleeve and point at his many scars and said in a voice that was a little loud " You see these my friend these are self- inflicted. Thats what I said self-inflicted." He then pulled down his sleeve and said " So don't you ever imply again I don't understand pain." He then took a couple of breaths and sighed then said in a calm voice " I sorry I yelled it is just bad memories I sure you of all people would understand."
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Post by Franny on Apr 16, 2008 21:38:22 GMT -5
Levra saw the scars and said, "Physical pain can heal, scars go away, yet always, there is a scar inside the brain, whether the pain be mental or whether the pain be physical, the deepest pain always leaves a scar that most can't see."
Levra said this sadly, as if some, far off memory held her attention. She then added very quietly, "You see, my parents were murdered, and I didn't know till then, what the outside world was like." Stopping, she laughed that strange, hollow, and sad laugh that seemed to echo without ever a smile appearing. She added, "To have your world shattered twice...
...Darket is close enough to normal, after he got over our parents death, he did not have the tortures of life to plague him. He is younger so I took care of him until he was old enough to become a candidate, now, all that is left for me in life is revenge, the hope that one day I might have revenge on the people that murdered my parents.
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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 16, 2008 21:49:32 GMT -5
Bamre just looked at her and shook his head and said " I am sorry for your loss, but revenge is not the answer whether or not you think it will help heal any pain it won't. It will eat you and comsume you like a desise. You should instead focus on happier memory and the fact that you still have your brother. Time will heal those wounds, but revenge will just make it worst Levra."
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Post by Franny on Apr 16, 2008 21:59:33 GMT -5
She laughed that strange laugh again and said, "Darket can be happy here, I am not needed. I have lived to help Darket and to wait for revenge, after that, I do not think my life is worth living. Darket tries to help, I hide it from him but there is no help for me. I am not needed in this world and feel no need to stay around. Once I have revenge, I don't think I'll be sticking around. I tryto forget, but that scar, it is a gaping wound that will never heal, until all time shall pass. When Darket is near, I say that it might heal, but I know that it never will. Feelings that I kept for forever are washed away and I feel that hole and that need for revenge, I know what is important in my life, and unless I get a dragon, I don't expect much longer to live. Please, don't tell Darket, It will only worry him more." The last part she almost begged. Verde brought tiny bits of happiness, and so did Darket, but they were not enough. (OOC: I promise I have a great life  I just looovvvee my drama class  |
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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 16, 2008 22:34:10 GMT -5
Bamre looked at her sadly thinking of the fact that he used to think this way, but he had been shown different. It was sad he thought that there was no reason to keep living. He with comforting in his voice said " There is no reason just because of what happened in the past that you should not want to live. I used to think that way, but I don't anymore. Beside if you died then you would leave your brother sad. You would leave me sad. Your firelizard would be affected. You would leave a large hole behind the people who cared for you, but I wont tell Darket if you don't want me to."
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Post by Franny on Apr 16, 2008 22:51:46 GMT -5
"It is not just the past, but the people that hate me now. There is no escape except for final escape. I am sorry if I hurt others, but hopefully Darket will have impressed and will get over it. I do feel bad though, about Verde, and others, but I am not sure life is worth living anymore, I see more bad, and am ready for bad in everything I see," Levra said sadly. She leaned down to touch another egg. This one had dots on it.
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Post by Yamamoto on Apr 16, 2008 22:56:44 GMT -5
Bamre repiled to this statment " Who here hates you I have not seen anyone and there is no reason to alawys have such a bad outlook you need to try your best to look on the bright side of life. Yet taking your own life is not the only way out. That is the cowards way out. It would be better if you just tried to look at everything in a good light like your brother and not take your own life, but keep living."
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I just looovvvee my drama class 
